Tuesday, June 29, 2010

memory..

GEezz..

Wow..I can't believe that i take math revision today for 2 hours ! haha...
Today finish work 3pm , tomorrow die d...cause need to stay in company until 7 pm...haiz...wish jeremyz have a nice day for tomorrow la.. =)

Monday, June 28, 2010

Look at the sky

Yesterday i make a most terrible mistake.. For my bro"kiakia"..i'm sorry because i mad at you..i never meant to mad at you badly..yesterday my mood was bad ,totally can't control my temper..hope you understand..I'm sorry bro,promise no next time =)
Today my phone keep ringing(message ring tone),why i still got that feelings that KMS will message me?i knew it is impossible,but.......whatever ..haiz....
I will keep missing you even you keep ignoring me or dodge me away..in the end, i love you KMS

Crazy sunday

Football today..zz ..how to become like messi?? i'm kinda noob in football..haiz..
i dreamed you again for today.. not dare to message you,later you say "phobia"again XD
waiting...waiting and waiting

Saturday, June 26, 2010

i miss you

First time using blog to write my mind..because i really can't hold on what i think about for this few days..maybe blogger can help me to liberate my moody fellings..=( haiz...i've been fall in love to someone called KMS gua.....let me told ya , i never been chasing or tackling a girl about half year.. she's pretty lar, nice lar , friendly lar blah blah blah~~don't want to mention it again..
She's kinda hurt me,but sometimes she's kinda tease me happy...maybe is her own style or....??but it's totally making me dizzy all the time.. =(
07 january 2010 <=== YEa,first day i met her(in my best friend birthday party)...In fact,when first time i saw her,it's totally freakin' me out dude!!!That time i thought she was my eX , so i keep on focus her that night XD
I don't mind that she think that i'm such a maniac or what .. Because my mind already told me that :" SkyJeremy already fall for KMS that night" =)
Next day,i begging my best friend to gave me her phone number..but he keep decline me..swt !
After 1 week , he finally gave me her number ! i'm stupid right? i think so...~
24february2010<=== MY FIRST DATE WITH HER ..OMG! my first movie with her "spy next door" hehe~~that day kinda enjoy and happy !!!! hope can hang out with her again...but .....the next 3 weeks, all became different..our relation(friendship)become more worst and worst....可能使我太冲动吧。。haiz... just let it..
Everyday since 07 january 2010, i never missed to take a look on my phone every 15minutes that her message did appear on my phone or not...but it doesn't appear for everytime=) In addition to message her by myself,she just reply it..
Everyday i sign in MSN not to chat with others,is just WAITING for her to online..maybe se keep dodge me away ..cause she appearoffline all the time..WHAT CAN I DO?
She told me that she need to focus on her degree, not interested about any relation for now..she told me to change target and let her go...But i know that i can't make it..
Hence,i tell myself not to give up easily,because i know,somethings you get it soon,will lost it soon also...i've been figure that waiting for her until she finished her degree....but, i really no idea what she thinking in her mind...
I know for now i don't have any qualifications to tell you i love you so much .. but i really do...i really meant it..
Still have long long endless story bout us...lazy to wrote already.. one word to describe my feelings for now"SAD"